date : Thursday, November 26, 2009 title :T obligation 2.0
Took this from Ethan --> Sam.
Dun hantuk my kepala~
身為Ｔ的女人
必須知道...。
女人總是不知道Ｔ渴望愛情至終都能有個女人相陪。
但又有哪個女人願意捨棄婚紗的夢愛著一個T？
女人總是不知道
Ｔ渴望的承諾都能一一實現。
但又有哪個女人願意相信？
女人總是不知道Ｔ用盡全力想當妳心中的男人。
但女人一次一次的傷害，那堅強的心房也會一次一次的碎。
女人總是不知道Ｔ其實心思細膩到不行，
不一定每個女人都能跟Ｔ一樣能想很多。
其實Ｔ已經愛很多。
女人總是不知道
妳給的一首歌，
Ｔ能把它弄成手機鈴聲，只要一響起就會想起妳。
女人總是不知道一封簡訊能讓Ｔ開心很久。
女人總是不知道Ｔ是個男人也是個女人。
女人總是不知道Ｔ從來不會真正去生妳的氣
而是因為他真的喜歡妳在乎妳愛妳。
女人總是不知道
Ｔ跟男人一樣，
也像個孩子一樣。
女人總是不知道，Ｔ已深愛妳，
就算身邊有多少個女人來來去去的走，
她的眼裡也只看的見妳。
女人總是不知道
Ｔ在乎妳討論男生。
深怕哪天被妳口中的男人比下去。
女人總是不知道
Ｔ比誰都在乎別人的眼光
不是在乎自己，
而是在乎別人怎嚜想妳
女人總是不知道Ｔ的溫柔不是因為她也是女人
而是因為愛妳
所以當個溫柔的人。
女人總是不知道在妳們提出分手後
Ｔ的世界就像瓦解般的摧毀。
女人總是不知道
分手後
Ｔ沒辦法像個男人一樣灑脫的走
女人總是不知道Ｔ的每場戀愛都當成是這輩子最後的愛
女人總是不知道Ｔ手上一道一道的傷痕
是因為放不了忘不了
女人總是不知道電話那頭的她
已經啜泣的全身顫抖
Ｔ總是忍著痛笑笑的說，
我過的很好。
女人總是不知道Ｔ看似笑容的背後
有深深的痛。
女人總是不知道當妳們背棄了約定回到男人的懷抱裡時
Ｔ的心有多痛。
Ｔ不是永遠的療傷藥，
有天他們也會脆弱的倒下。
看著妳們在回歸男人的懷抱裡。
一次一次破碎的心...?
很難平復..。
在愛Ｔ的同時
請想想 ... 妳真的是愛女人的嗎?
不要最後一聲不響的走回男人身邊
她不是永遠的男人
也不是永遠的女人
只是兩顆心融合...。
要愛...就請認真的愛。
誰不想永遠呢？It means something...
date : title :Family-Love-Studies
要怎样在
家庭--爱情--学业，
这三者之间找到一个平衡点？
这就像上帝给我10个筹码，
在着3局之间，
要怎么都平均不了。
真的没有两全其美的方法吗？
只要为了保护其中一方，
就注定会伤害到其他的吗？
在这盘赌局里，
我没有权利选择弃权。
因为只要没有了其中一者，
我就注定是输了。
我没有可能选择失败，
就算多么地痛苦与挣扎，
我还是要撑到最后。
妈，
对不起。
我伤透了你的心。
但我必须这么做，
为了你，
为了贝比，
也为了我。
难道你认为我把实情告诉你，
你就会原谅我吗？
不，
那更会把你推向绝望边缘。
你明白吗？
为了保护我的爱，
我让你失望伤心，
但我请求你的谅解。
对不起。
真的很对不起。
贝比，
这事情发生不是你的错。
你无须自责。
当昨天激烈的剧情上映后，
我惊觉，
我对你的责任更加地重大了。
不是因为你把你几乎的一切给我了，
才换来我对你更加的疼爱；
而是现在我才了解你对我的信任和爱，
超乎了我的想象，
我惭愧我内疚之前对你的不谅解。
非常地对不起。
我不能再像无知的毛头小子一样了，
你从今以后，
将成为我生命中的其中一个责任。
这次，
我是认真的了。18年来，
我第一次过着这样颓废的学习生活。
学业，
就关系到爸。
真的很对不起，
这半年里面，
我没有好好地在我学业上付出努力。
但你却一昧担心我读书的材料不够，
每次都大老远跑去各个书局帮我找书。
但，
你从来不知道，
我拿了个什么样成绩出来给你。
我不能想象你脸上流露的失望。
真的很对不起。
爸妈和贝比，
是我不能再辜负的对象。
是时候成熟起来了。必须调整好思绪，
理清掉烦恼。
我不想再看到任何一方因为我而受伤害了。
不管多么的辛苦，
都要找到一个平衡点。
很庆幸，
朋友没有再为我添加这种烦恼。
很庆幸，
朋友都很善解人意温柔体贴。
在适当的时候，
会给予我劝告与指导。
我不要再成为一个没用的人了。
现在我才明了，
人类往往因为爱而努力。
这赌局，
我的胜算会有多大？
date : Monday, November 23, 2009 title :2012
I had a great movie with mum and dad yesterday.
Met Mei Yan before the show started.
We just finish packing Mc.D and trying to sneak them into the cinema.
2012 We supposed to online book our movie tickets,
but the system appeared to be not functioning.
So we went to KLCC straight away and queued up for so long,
finally got the tickets.
It is really a blockbuster,
where 3 cinemas were casting the same movie at the same time.
So after the long queue,
Mum went to Cold Storage (her favourite place of all),
All Japanese products,
and dad bought some really expensive snacks.
And I wandered around and stared at those mouthwatering sushi frequently,
but my dad just ignored me even i had asked him aloud.
So i gave up,
and we followed mum to Chamelon to see her stuff,
really boring.
My mum should had felt pathetic
that her daughter didn't even take a look around the shop,
didn't even show at least some interests with those hair acessories.
I just stood outside the shop with my bro,
enjoyed my snacks.
Then they went to Vincci,
that my kakak wanted to buy some shoes.
Again i stood outside the store,
stared blankly into the crowd with a whole mouthful of seaweed crackers.
After that we went to BEST,
a electrical appliances store,
AHHH~~~~
That only is my place~
I saw PSP GO there,
the latest version of PSP,
as we have owned a PSP 3000 Slim & Lite,
I think its not possible for dad to allow us to have this.
I dun like where the analog stick located,
it doesn't seem quite right for the position of the gamer's thumb,
it decreases our agility when we're playing it.
As the seconds of boredom strucked me,
i went to sit in front of a HUGE LED TV
and watched Girl's Generation performing "Gee Gee Gee" on the flat screen,
and I had spotted a cute girl i like besides of Yuri,
kaka XD.
Baby called,
I was so happy that moment when she called,
missed her so horribly.
We went for the movie right away.
Not bad,
at least i wasn't expecting anything much,
so it'd turned out quite nice for me.
It was so freezing cold till dead in the theatre,
i was trembling and my teeth were grittin.
How i wish baby was sitting right next to me,
holding my hand.
I dunno why i have been so cold around,
my bro too,
we easily get cold.
Most of the times i spent in college,
i wish for holidays;
But now when i am in holidays,
i wish for college days.
Life is sarcastic.
HOLIDAY IS SO FREAKING DAMN BORING!
I am reading rereading New Moon recently,
as i just watched the New Moon movie Premiere on E channel last saturday.
And i really feel like wanna slap Bella's face so hard,
when the moments she was missing Edward.
Halo~~~~
I mean there is a great guy right in front of you,
HALO~~~~~
just get over with it already~~~~~
Why would you wanna let Jake let passed like that???
Obviously,
I am kinda Jacob-sided,
I know i am going to be beaten by those crazy Edward fans out there.
And in the real world,
I really prefer Taylor Lautner over Rob Pattinson,
the dirty filthy haired look vampire guy...
That is why Chee Wei called me a hypocrite
when i showed my disgust towards Edward this afternoon,
she is one of the Edward girl after all.
Baby's mum was supposed to go back to Penang ths Wed & Thurs,
but at last her motherly love gave up this idea,
and decided to stay beside her beautiful daughter at home.
We are so annoyed about this.
Hell of all the days and moments you could have shown your love,you choose this perfect right moment,
intrude and ruin our plan...
Great God!!!
Holiday is really boring,
who wants to watch New Moon with me this Thursday?
date : Sunday, November 22, 2009 title :Monkey frens
I started to miss you guys......
T_T
Fast fast come back i tell you!
date : Saturday, November 21, 2009 title :Do you really mean it?
＂只要你一句话，我会跟你到永远。＂
当我问你，
你有多爱我的时候，
你这么回答我说。
这句话，
让我很感动。
当你告诉我的那一刻，
我脑袋顿时变得空白了。
现在，
心很乱...
我怕，
只要我一句话，会毁了你的幸福永远。
这份责任，
我付得起吗？
我问我自己。
谢谢你，
谢谢你对我的肯定。
我
爱你。
date : Friday, November 20, 2009 title :define love?
原本我可以舒舒服服地躺在床上，
紧紧抱着我家贝比的...
原本我可以舒舒服服地躺在床上，
呼吸着你的气息的...
原本我可以舒舒服服地躺在床上，
在你耳边轻呼＂我爱你＂的...
但这一切都要等到２个月后了...
心痛...
不要一次再一次地口是心非，
你会一次又一次地失去机会。
有什么，
就说出来，
不要到了得不到的时候，
才来遗憾和难过。
我爱你爱到要疯了。
每天不停地想着你，
挂念着你，
那种强烈的思念几乎苦得撕心裂肺。
但你却不让我一解这相思之苦，
这简直叫我痛不欲生...
唉，
情为何物啊？
.......................................................................................................................................
朋友，
两个月后见了，
假期快乐～
sher sher please举办christmas party啦～
date : title :=_= DUN TALK TO ME TODAY
今天一早去到班上，
一个两个家伙竟然没有来！
吃完早餐就去wangsa walk mall。
明明看到别人都有rotiboy在手上，
偏偏轮到
我买的时候就没有！！！gek到我要死！
第二次了啊！
当场不爽就发牢骚，
大大声讲话，
吓倒counter的那个小妹妹... XD
竟然跟我说等15分钟，
另外一批rotiboy才会出来！
竟敢要我再等？
哼！
立刻走人！
到K box外面竟然门都还没开～
我看
我们是他们最早到的第一个顾客咯～哈哈！
Kelly姐无聊之际就敲敲以下他们地门...
walao～～
那个门真的开了！
顶！
竟然要我们再等10分钟，
因为他们才刚开门，
系统还没开启。
so，
我不甘愿，
又再跑回去看有没有rotiboy，
这次叫劭雯妹买，
结果真的买到了！
walao～～～
看人的是不是？？？
然后就开始唱唱唱。
唱到我的喉咙好像要着火了酱！
最后一天见朋友了，
不懂两个月后会不会再见到他们。
唉～
朋友啊～
然后我现在很赌烂！
刚才一直怂恿贝比让我去看她，
但她一直不肯让我去，
她说她哥在家。
一早就闻到一种不对劲的气息，
但她死命说有人在家。
ok咯，
就放弃去她家，
改来CC。
打blog打到一半，
她竟然跟我说其实她家没有人...
真的很赌烂了！
每次都是酱！
不要一直口是心非可以吗！
不想讲酱多，
自己明白就好。
这次我真的生气了，
告诉你，
我真的生气了。
今天请不要跟我讲话。
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© EPIC LOVE OF ALL
Biibii, we have been together for almost 10 months already.
No matter how hard this path may take,
No matter how interesting the world outside might be,
No matter how people crap about us,
No matter how the world change,
No matter how the things turn out,
Nothing is gonna change my love for you,
and i wish you the same.
Thinking of you,
missing you,
has become a part of my everyday routine.
Everynight I close my eyes,
I heard you giggle in my ears.
Everyday I walk by,
I see you right in front of me.
Call this delusional,
But this is what I have become,
-- A love-strucked moron --
We still have many years to overcome,
so many months,
so many days,
so many hours.
And,
I want to share the most enchanted moments with you,
I want you to feel happy every single second you spend with me.
I want you to be the luckiest girl in the world.
That my love for you is beyond compare.
Nor you can reach it with your hands,
nor you can calculate it with maths,
nor you can see it through bare eyes.
That is what contain in your heart,
the weight of my love,
only one true love can feel it heartedly.
You have abducted my heart.
And i know my love is what you want me to pay in return.
Never fear my baby,
to whom that alive,
i swear to earth,
that i will love you everyday everyway i can.
It is my honour to be your captive.
I LOVE YOU.
